jul 15
was quite productive. i met my reading goal for the first time in a while. need to get back on my writing goal...
jul 14
finally sent an important email i was procrastinating on sending. i am free.
jul 13
went on a walk with my brother and swung on a swingset
jul 12
met my family and in-laws at the mall. i didn't realize polaroids came out so violently blue at first, i like it.
jul 11
7/11! forgot to go to seven eleven though...
jul 10
cleaned my room! i realized if i really really concentrate i can actually get a lot done in a short amount of time. i always suspected this but i actually demonstrated it here. i think this was the true beginning of me feeling better.
jul 9
procrastinated cleaning my room...
jul 8
i don't really remember but i think this was about the start of me feeling more normal
jul 7
the demons of trying to figure out what to do with my life. i'm writing this in the future and i can say i still haven't figured it out but i'm not losing my mind over it anymore. i am #atpeace
jul 6
chatted with a friend about digimon. digimon itself is like an old friend to me too.
jul 5
had a banana flavored shaved ice... it was an interesting experience
jul 4
had a good day with a friend
jul 3
had some instances of lots of productivity and instances of not
jul 2
cooked food for the first time in a while. i like cooking with eggs for some reason. they are expensive nowadays but they are cheaper than me being too tired to cook meat and having it spoil (there was a stretch of time where i wanted badly to meal prep to not have to cook daily, but cooking in the first place was a repeated challenge and led to a lot of wasted money). eggs last a long time before you have to cook them, so that's good for me. next week i will try to make burritos to put in the freezer again.
jul 1
it's a new month! i wanted to start it off strong as every month (and every day) is a new beginning, but alas. i should probably get back into reading more regularly
jun 30
didn't make it in to work, was too tired.
jun 29
LOTS of driving. a lot of driving...
jun 28 2025
hung out with friends again, but rather late in the day and slept over at their house
jun 27 2025
doing okay. i spent a long time with an old friend and met a new friend. unfortunately i am still feeling melancholy, fortunately i got the courage to talk to a parent and ask for a therapist.
jun 26 2025
slept a lot this day. it felt like a weighted blanket was over me.
jun 25 2025
i found a multi-colored feather at the foot of my bed. i don't know where it came from.
jun 24 2025
hi. doing well.