aug 7
i will update the rest of the missing days later. it was insanely hot in my room lol! i'm going to try and catch up on some things i've been putting off, that will be good for my soul. i'm feeling strangely religious.
aug 6
listened to some podcasts about whaling with a family member. i saw some huge windmill blades on the side of the road but i was too slow to take a picture every time.
aug 5
sometimes i think i could be a trucker but i do get very drowsy behind the wheel
aug 4
lots of packing and moving!
aug 3
jul 15
was quite productive. i met my reading goal for the first time in a while. need to get back on my writing goal...
jul 14
finally sent an important email i was procrastinating on sending. i am free.
jul 13
went on a walk with my brother and swung on a swingset
jul 12
met my family and in-laws at the mall. i didn't realize polaroids came out so violently blue at first, i like it.
jul 11
7/11! forgot to go to seven eleven though...
jul 10
cleaned my room! i realized if i really really concentrate i can actually get a lot done in a short amount of time. i always suspected this but i actually demonstrated it here. i think this was the true beginning of me feeling better.
jul 9
procrastinated cleaning my room...
jul 8
i don't really remember but i think this was about the start of me feeling more normal
jul 7
the demons of trying to figure out what to do with my life. i'm writing this in the future and i can say i still haven't figured it out but i'm not losing my mind over it anymore. i am #atpeace
jul 6
chatted with a friend about digimon. digimon itself is like an old friend to me too.
jul 5
had a banana flavored shaved ice... it was an interesting experience
jul 4
had a good day with a friend
jul 3
had some instances of lots of productivity and instances of not
jul 2
cooked food for the first time in a while. i like cooking with eggs for some reason. they are expensive nowadays but they are cheaper than me being too tired to cook meat and having it spoil (there was a stretch of time where i wanted badly to meal prep to not have to cook daily, but cooking in the first place was a repeated challenge and led to a lot of wasted money). eggs last a long time before you have to cook them, so that's good for me. next week i will try to make burritos to put in the freezer again.
jul 1
it's a new month! i wanted to start it off strong as every month (and every day) is a new beginning, but alas. i should probably get back into reading more regularly
jun 30
didn't make it in to work, was too tired.
jun 29
LOTS of driving. a lot of driving...
jun 28 2025
hung out with friends again, but rather late in the day and slept over at their house
jun 27 2025
doing okay. i spent a long time with an old friend and met a new friend. unfortunately i am still feeling melancholy, fortunately i got the courage to talk to a parent and ask for a therapist.
jun 26 2025
slept a lot this day. it felt like a weighted blanket was over me.
jun 25 2025
i found a multi-colored feather at the foot of my bed. i don't know where it came from.
jun 24 2025
hi. doing well.